So the holiday is almost here. I’m at mom and dad’s hanging out and spending time with everyone. I’m excited for Christmas day and my emotions haven’t been nearly what I thought they would.
At the beginning of the month I went through a super angry week. My boyfriend caught the brunt of it, although he deserved what he got too in that deal.
Wow, I was mad at my first mom. I haven’t been mad like that at her for a long time. All of a sudden though I was just MAD that she won’t take the time to get in touch with me. I was mad at my first brother that I don’t even rate a Christmas card even though he was the one that REALLY wanted meet. Now he doesn’t take the time to get ahold of me.
I was mad at my kid’s parents too. I hadn’t heard from them since October and I was going through a why don’t they send pictures like they should phase. I got my first pictures of the year this month plus a card that kiddo signed. I was so proud. Sad that took until December for her to mail something, but such is life.
Now, at least at this moment, I’m over all of it. I’m just going to enjoy the days with my family. We’ve been playing old school Nintendo and Wii and all kinds of good stuff. Oh, and hoping to hear back from kiddo’s mom and dad about a visit. I have ten days off, I hope they can fit me in somewhere.
Hope you get what you want from all of your family this Christmas and in the coming new year!